[Violent J]
I don't get this
fuck sickness & livin wit this
never get the forgiveness
not even on christmas
no way to dismiss this
what the fuck is this?
they tell me it's all in my head
but can I get a witness?
Fuck it.
I was never meant to be
& I'm my own hater
up the elevator
on the roof top seconds later
lookin over the ledge about to plunge
take a deep breath in my lungs
here the street comes
[Blaze]
This is it
my last step my last straw
my mass attempt to reach out
???
My phone's been cut off
the bills are pilin up so high
I'm on this ledge & fully prepared to dive
Police lights litterin streets beneath my feet
50 stories below I can hear em holler freeze
It's all okay just give it anotha day
They turn & scream as I step off & drift away
[Chorus]
I'm gone, dropped to the bottom fast
Death on impact about to crash
?????
I been givin anotha chance to live fuck dyin
[Monoxide]
You think I'm doin this shit for fun?
The second time in a week
but the first was the practice run
Don't need a gun to end all of my suffering
All I need to do is jump to get these evil voices outta me
You don't know what it's like
when every night you hear whispers
convincin you to end it all by daylight
I'm about to take flight
& shut em all up
just thought I'd let ya know the real reason
that Paul jumped
[Shaggy]
I'm lookin over this ledge at these matchbox cars
50 somethin levels up I'ma hit that concrete hard
Why my meds don't work no more?
Why'd my doc quit on me?
I wrung his neck, his eyes popped
he don't wanna see me obviously
Now I'm waitin for my balls ????
A gang of muh fuckas sayin don't do it
you don't see no trouble
next thing I know I heard loud screams oh fuck
the grounds comin mighty fast cause I just jumped
[chorus]
I'm gone, dropped to the bottom fast
dead on impact about to crash
????
I been givin anotha chance to live fuck dyin
[Madrox]
My fingas scratch into the buildin
as I pull up & climb
feelin like I'ma spider inside of my mind
Passin windows up wit every story up I go
Take a look inside peoples sittin in cubicles
While I'm out here losin it
Scalin the bricks
The higher up I go
the more that I'm feelin sick
Once I get to the top I can let it all go
As I fall thru the air to the sidewalk below