And now i'm trying to decide if i feel dirty at allcause it gets hard to tellit's never just black and white she's got a mind of her ownand she uses it wellso she invites me over outside villanovashe's got some pull-out sofa that we won't hardly needshe is only drinking soda revving up that motorgot places we could go to but i still won't believethat she's only giftedwhen i'm standing by her sideshe goes unassistedand i start to relax as i cut her some slackCHORUSso get up i gotta go to workfacing all these people who now know i'm a jerkand it's a set-up i gotta change my clothesconcealing all this evidence before everybody knowswhat i've done and what i'm gonna do …againand in the middle of the night i have a breakdown of sortswith regret creeping inshe's gonna put up a fight and she will get her waycause she loves sleeping inso i need someone to side with when she begins confidingand i cannot provide it cause i'm endlessly coldshe says she's so excited to play some groom and bride
with me but i'm undecided so I need to be toldthat she's only sinkingwhen i'm sleeping by her sidewith a change of thinkingi could pull us away even just for a daychorusshe grows impatient to change my tuneshe's geting older and legal soonand i wasn't ready to start out and go upsettingsome girl that i'd be forgetting by the time the cops came by that afternoonand i try to decide as she pulls me aside chorus